Just like other females I have gone through the ups and downs of relationships. There have been good and there have been bad. But I can honestly say that with each relationship I have experiences that have taught me what I want and do not want.
Right now I am single. I have been single for a while. Before you feel sorry for me let me say this: It is OKAY with me.
There are days where I wish that wasn’t the case especially when my friends around me are all getting engaged or married or excited about their significant other. Most of the time, however, I am actually just fine with being single. I guess for me it really isn’t a focus. I get different males from all walks of life trying to learn about me since I work on a college campus.
I can confidently state that I am someone who catches the attention of males. But the reality is that most of the time I am really busy thinking about the things I need to have done, bills I have to pay, if I want to spend money on clothes or just about different people in my life.
I know that I am not going to turn every man’s head but I know I turn some. I am cool with the fact that I am a plus sized woman right now and I know that this fact disgusts some males. But just like it disgusts some, it entices others. Hey we are all individuals are we were not all made to fit in one mold?
I like my single life. I enjoy living my day to day life. I would like someone but even if I end up with nobody, I am okay with being alone. There are times where I just want quiet time for Raquel. Being a single woman means I usually can do that unless my mom or nieces are around …at that point it means I am a part of a family and that is okay too.
Being single means I can be flirtatious with whomever I like and nobody will be upset with me or questioning me. Because I have had people question me because of their insecurities. But I too have been insecure in my life. Will I ever marry? Only God knows the answer to that question.
For right now I am just taking my life day by day as a single woman.
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